l.i.b.e.r.a.t.i.o.n. theory

love, life, and the pursuit of liberation

sometimes (again)…

.. i want to rewind time and go back to those carefree days when i danced to maxwell wearing a green african print dress and blue converse.

… i want to play my music loudly and know that i sound good.

… i want to walk out the front door of work and never look back.

… i want to speak my mind and say exactly how i feel.

… i want to not feel guilt or shame or wonder if i did something wrong or if i should have done something better.

… i want to be an equal and feel like it’s my own.

… i want to have a say about my life and my future, or at least remember that i do.

… i want to do everything when it’s due and not when it’s almost too late.

… i want to KNOW that i’m beautiful and attractive and not have to deduce it.

… i want to be secure and know that i’m not going to be swallowed whole.

… i want comfort and kisses even if i’m not sure why.

… i want to matter to myself.


One comment on “sometimes (again)…

  1. PoetrysTruth
    January 28, 2009

    I don’t see anything wrong with wanting all of that. I think a few of those things would be on my list as well.


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