love, life, and the pursuit of liberation
Like a fool today, I went into a thread on a hair site where a woman was asking for advice about her possible pregnancy symptoms. It made me remember the excitement of analyzing each and every thing that was happening with my body and wondering if this month could be the month. It made me jealous of her and her subsequent faint line. Ultimately, it makes me sad and disheartened that it will ever happen to me.
For now, I’ll just take it as a sign that I need to go to bed and stay out of pregnancy threads. For now.