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in the mourning/morning

Like a fool today, I went into a thread on a hair site where a woman was asking for advice about her possible pregnancy symptoms. It made me remember the excitement of analyzing each and every thing that was happening with my body and wondering if this month could be the month. It made me jealous of her and her subsequent faint line. Ultimately, it makes me sad and disheartened that it will ever happen to me.

For now, I’ll just take it as a sign that I need to go to bed and stay out of pregnancy threads. For now.


3 comments on “in the mourning/morning

  1. rachelbk
    December 2, 2009

    I’m sooo sorry. I had to avoid all things baby for a long time. It was like picking a scab.


  2. Chi-Chi
    December 2, 2009

    (((hugs))) I kind of know the feeling. When I was struggling trying to grow locks, I hung around Nappturality all the time and like a moth to the light, always checked on those “Napp-iversary” type threads or the “I’m Just starting threads” and I’d see how beautiful and full and lovely the locks were. Made me jealous. Sad. Disheartened.

    It is very hard to accept that something you’ve wanted so intensely you won’t ever have. And it takes a lot of discipline/determination to stay away from those threads.


  3. Eva
    December 3, 2009

    I know how you feel. Take care of yourself. Don’t be hard on yourself for taking the time you need to grieve. Pamper yourself. You deserve it.


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