love, life, and the pursuit of liberation
Tomorrow I start clomid for the first time in almost a year. I’m not actually ttc’ing this month, but doing the clomid challenge. I’m still pretty excited and feeling less rushed/urgent than I was the first time around. But why am I also nervous??
I also call tomorrow to schedule to my HSG. Remember that my first one revealed partially blocked tubes (dye trickled through but barely) and then the repeat one during the laparoscopy showed completely blocked ones. For some strange reason, I have a feeling that they are going to be clear this time. Even if it is just wishful thinking, I’m okay with it and am surprisingly calm about it. We shall know in less than 10 days what the results are!
Today I went to the SS office and put in my request for a new SS card with my name change. Even though I’ve been using my new name for the past few months professionally, it’s starting to feel weird as my all of my IDs, credit cards, etc begin to be switched. Tomorrow, I go get a new drivers license (again.. remember I lost mine in early November and finally got the replacement like last month) for this state with my new name. Then I go get my new bank card and all that.
(In case you didn’t notice, I have the week off from work so that’s why I’m just now getting to all these errands).