love, life, and the pursuit of liberation
Today, I’m going to stay off twitter and blogs and I’ll try to distract myself as much as possible.
Yesterday’s test showed an uber-faint line but only after sitting for a while. This morning’s test, kind of the same but I had to hold it up to the light.
Yesterday and last night, definite cervical throbbing and cramping. But no regular cramps. No spotting either, which is what usually accompanies those types of sensations. This morning, slight period-like nausea but no spotting, continued cervical cramps and the slightest of lower back cramps.
I get scared to go to the bathroom.
Either way, I made it to 14 dpo which is a major feat considering my last 3-4 tries had AF showing up on 12 and 13 dpo. Maybe it’s just the progesterone which is keeping her away, but I’ll take it anyway I can get it.
2 more days until beta
2 more days talking to my little embies R and M and telling them to hold on tight.
2 more days of tww mania