love, life, and the pursuit of liberation
With this cycle, I’m not going to have it all figured out. I’m not going to pretend that I’m pregnant until proven otherwise. I’m not going to be overly pessimistic. I’m not going to make declarations about my chances. I’m not going to read into things. I’m going to practice being in the moment and accepting that it’s 100% in God’s hands. I will not think if I do xyz then xyz will happen. I will honor my body bc it deserves it regardless of my fertility status. I will rest my mind because I deserve to be in peace. I may cry and I may get sad and I may mourn. And I’ll accept that those are my feelings and I’ll be present knowing they are how i feel at the moment and doesnt have to be an indictment on my womanhood or my future or my blessings.
I am praying that this cycle is one of peace.
FYI- I’m doing iui bc i didn’t start suppression on time. I haven’t discussed with RE yet but I will on CD 3.
FYI2- I’ll be using a new donor.
FYI3- I have no pregnancy tests in the house and won’t by any, especially since you can’t use flex spending on them anymore.