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i quit

From this moment, I am publicly declaring that there is NOTHING wrong with my body. Test after test reveals that nothing is wrong with me. “Unexplained” is a bullshit way for the doctor’s to avoid admitting that their protocol is not one size fits all.

Yes, there are things that I can be doing differently mentally, physically, nutritionally, emotionally, spiritually. But the bottom line is that my body is perfect and EVERYTHING is in Divine order. I truly believe that.

Emotional/mental state to work on— Since I got the first blow and “infertile” label in December 2008, I never truly believed that I could get pregnant. Even though I had several tries after that, in the back of my mind, I doubted that it would ever happen. I REMOVE ALL DOUBT. I will be pregnant and the timing will be perfect.

Nutritionally– I have not treated my body the best. I’ve relied too much on processed foods and caffeine to keep me going. I REMOVE ALL SElF-HARM. I treat my body with the utmost respect and give it what it needs.

Medically– I have subjected my body to all sorts of tests with today being the most horrific experience with the endometrial biopsy. Through the tears and shaking I yelled at the doctor NO MORE. I WILL NOT SUBJECT MYSELF TO ANY TEST OR PROCEDURE THAT I DO NOT THINK ADDS TO MY WELL-BEING. I AM NOT A HUMAN GUINEA PIG. I know what is best for me and will only align my self and body with people who agree.

Socially-– I reject the infertile label. I have not been pregnant YET and am working on it. PERIOD. I will be pregnant and all is well.


6 comments on “i quit

  1. Monika
    April 3, 2011

    I love this post. This sounds so freeing to me. You are ok, you are fertile, you will be a pregnant woman and a mom of two.
    If your body can make your heart beat this very moment and make your nails grow, she can also get pregnant.
    Did I mention I love this post?


  2. j. k-c.
    April 4, 2011

    I’m so sorry to hear about your latest doctor’s appointment – truly violating. I like that you have turned things into a positive direction and are moving forward knowing that you are a powerful, healthy, whole person.
    When I was diagnosed with “unexplained infertility” my partner reframed it nicely – “It should be called ‘unexplained fertility,’ you are just fertile in a way that no one yet understands.” 🙂
    I believe in you and your ability to be the best person you can be!


  3. Minister of Style
    April 4, 2011

    I stand in complete agreement with you! By faith you will be pregnant when it is your time and when you are I will rejoice like a wild woman with you!


  4. weddedwife
    April 4, 2011

    I love this post and that’s all I can say. More feeling than words.


  5. Jess
    April 4, 2011

    Beautiful and true. So hard to thank our bodies when things don’t go right, but so important to remember how much they do for us. No matter what happens, I appreciate how my body has endured all this.

    We are strong, strong women.


  6. Chi-Chi
    April 8, 2011

    You will be pregnant and all is well. I completely cosign!


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